Saturday, January 17, 2009 @ 9:33 AM
it is rather humiliating when all yr friends get from 11 to 15 while you get a pathetic 20 . thats what im feeling . yeah , tehy do console me and said that its alright as i can still enter poly . and i really am disappointed with myself . blame me for setting high expectations of myself while showing people im a low class people as in a "just pass " guy . kay . now my O levels are down the drain . waste my opportunity . now . the next stop is what im going to achieve . HALIM ! Do Progress in Life . this whats been on my mind . and i do aim to make my mark one day .
Mwti ~ 10 years of my life has been spent there . it is a devastating effect leaving the school which i was grown into what i am today . i will definitely remember the school .
i was really touched by what my mother advises me . she told me that i was smart , yet lazy . i do have what it takes to top the school . ive shown tremendous progress when i was a kid , im exposed to numbers at such an early age . as well as alphabets as ive master my alphabets at an age which is too young . numbers was my favourites back then . and my mother really thinks that i look down on my sister . ouhkay , well they are very dependant . on me i suppose . kay stop . continue with the story . she also told me a story in which my cousin , who was around the same age as my mother , was given a boy . he immediately sms my mother . " cik , dah dapat anak , namer die naufal aiman , nak die pandai mcm abdul halim' and i was like . woahh . touched . but i just wonder what went wrong with me . i shoul dhave really study . regrets . but ,i cannot turn back time .
But i do have to thank god . wile others succumb their fate to one you may describe as uncertain , all the best to them .
and this is what my resolutions are for twozerozeronine ( 2009 ) . learn to play basic guitar . learn the music software . go to computer courses .bowl an average of 160 on 10 pins and 200 on nine pin taps .
I refused to work in AIM engineering . very boring . gaah . seriously .