Wednesday, November 3, 2010 @ 6:59 AM
Hello . Its Wednesday today . I swear , i am experiencing fatigue , im shagged , really shagged . How i hate wednesdays . with 8-6 schedule . Silat training the day before didnt actually help at all .
I prefer classes to start at 8 am everyday . I can evade ERP and less traffic :D
Come On halim ! Aja Aja hwaiting . Jog Jog Jog !
Monday, November 1, 2010 @ 3:23 AM
being active in silat doesnt make me a silat . being part of a bowling family doesnt make me a bowler . playing sepak takraw doesnt make me a takraw player .
ohkayy , my friend call me an all rounder . i think its a bad thing . being jack of all trades is not as good as being King of the trade . you get what i mean ?
I think my confidence level is in critical condition at the moment . someone , cheer me up please ? i might appear calm but im broken inside , jyeah , broken in silent .
i dont know but i seem to have issues on me being overweight . i use to well , 'heck care' about these appearence stuff . being fat isnt good . it slows down your movements . i want to be fast , fast , fast , in silat though .
Thank you friends for telling me that i am super fast for my weight .
Thank you for telling me that at least i am active .
Thank you for everything .
I think its useless for me in learning silat . i remember IMG , this junior of mine by the name of izzul , he keeps on punching me i dont know if its for fun but the last blow , well , it certainly make me vomit . a sucker punch in the stomach , empty stomach . well .
"I should have , i should have react " thats what my mind's telling me but my heart telling me not to . well , i am soft . i cant fight people . i am only good in words fighting but hands on , im too soft . i dont have a heart .
i dont have that ruthlessness in me . i want it , pretty please . i want to kick some people's ass without feeling guilty . Its not a good thing though .
AHAHA , i think i am fond of somebody !
I recently read that love is entirely a matter of chemistry. That must be why girls treat me like toxic waste.
Hello , i know . my blog lack updates . Im super duper sorry . Its suffering from lack of readers uh .
Bytheway , did you guys know that ive update my email for msn ? it will be
halimh360@hotmail.com . Ive created a universal email !
Halimh360@yahoo.com and
halimh360@gmail.com .Its the same for all three .
Women are useless , they play with your heart . they will make you suffer ! grrr .
ive been trying to shed some pounds but its not been successful . AHAH , dated back a year ago when Aizat told me he wants to shed some pound . he told me , girls look at your physical appearance .
and i wasnt convinced . but now , i think i realise that i had to face up to reality . being overweights will affect your awesomeness ratings . ahaha , -20 .
Maybe thats the reason im not involve in any relationship for the pass 18 years . Its not that i dont want , its they dont want . p/s , please stop asking me why im not in a relationship .
Ive recently passed my license , its awesome .
